sambor by xanax

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1.
04:17
i'm desperate for your touch, i've never needed it that much as i do now. yeah, i really need it. i was holding it inside, choking on it for a long, long time, but now the feelings, well, they just won't step aside. give me just one thing to believe in and i'll cope with anything for you. tell me that you're staying in my life and i'll start praying to the goddess you are. yeah, i know you ain't so far. sometimes i feel like i'm off my tracks and my life's all beautifully fucked up, but then again there's hope that we can fix it. though there're times i act like mad, it's just a way to let my anger out, i'm trying to behave, but you know it ain't that easy.
2.
03:40
the night is on our side, so let's throw the dice, leave no room for pretences and see what happens. but first clench your fists and kiss the sky good night, have no fear the sleep won't come to early, if you do it right now. oh, sylvia, put your money where your mouth is tonight. oh, sylvia, in the morning you'll be ready to admit that something has been missing in your life. admit that something has been missing. behind the cigarettes’ smoke in the house full of mirrors she seems so mysterious, but it's only a disguise. so please, take of you mask and lay beside me, no reasons to be frightened. i promise i'll treat you kindly. oh, sylvia, put your money where your mouth is tonight. oh, sylvia, in the morning you'll be ready to admit that something has been missing in your life. something has been missing. if you want me baby, take me home. if you want me baby, i'm already yours. if you want me baby, i'm at your command. and if you don't want me baby, just say the word and i'll be gone. oh, sylvia... oh, sylvia... something has been missing... if you want me baby, take me home. if you want me baby, i'm already yours. if you want me baby, i'm at your command. and if you don't want me baby, just say the word and i'll be gone.
3.
03:39
gravity, her voice keeps on calling me, her arms keep on holding me down, but i don’t want to land. misery is all we can find on this planet, please, don’t you make me land her honey, i don’t want to end up like that. you’ve been making me feel like the world we live in wasn’t a real thing. now you’re making me stay, when all i want today is to leave. just set me free again.
4.
04:58
the voices in my head, yeah, the voices in my head said i should. (do, do, do, do it, do, do, do it, do it) (do, do, do, do it, do, do, do it, do it) oh, the voices in my head, yeah, the voices in my head said i could do it, do it, do it, (do, do, do, do it, do, do, do it, do it) (do, do, do, do it, do, do, do it, do it) if i wanted to. (but only if you want to, only if you want to) (do, do, do, do it, do, do, do it, do it) (but only if you want to, only if you want to) (do, do, do, do it, do, do, do it, do it) (do, do, do, do it, do, do, do it, do it) the voices in my head, yeah, the voices in my head said i should. oh, the voices in my head, yeah, the voices in my head said i could do it, do it, do it, if i wanted to.
5.
it’s getting way too late, can’t sleep i’m staring at the celling, thinking about the way we used to laugh at twists of fate, but now we’re torn apart and i’m lost at sea, i’m lost at sea of roughness. won’t you help me now? my heart is breaking and my soul is aching. please, won’t you help me out? my boat is sinking, all i do is stand still, mesmerized by memories passing by. an early morning in your arms is all i want, but i do know it just won’t happen, the breakfast’s shite, the coffee’s awful. go back to bed immediately, there’s nothing that can stop me now from going back to sleep again and dreaming my life away.
6.
03:52
love is such an ephemeral thing, one day it just disappeared. and as it did she was entirely dazed, there was no one left though to explain. "how the hell it could go, oh, so wrong?" - she kept asking, but silence was the only answer. poisoned poems running through her veins and the words she could not simply say, so she fiercely spat them in his face, hoping it would help to numb the pain, hoping it would heal her wounds at once. well it didn't, but from now on the tears are forbidden. you've got to be tough, control all your feelings and never trust. don't let anyone draw you back from the stillness and the solitude in your temple of the suffering. she's suspended somewhere in between, her fantasies and what is real and as the days keep blending with the nights and the numbness takes over her mind. sleeping pills are the remedy for the memories, that just won’t leave her alone. you've got to be tough, control all your feelings and never trust. don't let anyone draw you back from the stillness and the solitude in your temple of the suffering.
7.
can you help me? i’m lost and defenceless like a newborn child, who wants to cry, but falls silent in despair. can you free me from grief and the guilt i keep on carrying every day? don’t want this weight, but it keeps pulling me down. yeah, it keeps pulling me down. hey, did you feel the same, when you were falling from grace, when you were to take all the blame? can you heal me? i’m feeling so weak and all this medicines i take, they just seem fake. now give me the real thing. oh, give me the real thing. hey, did you feel the same, when you were falling from grace, when you were to take all the blame?
8.
woke up in your arms. is this really what i wanted? woke up in your bed. i can’t remember how it all started. but it had to be one hell of a night, yeah, it had to be one hell of a party. now the ache in my head is telling me last night i might have lost my mind. i‘ve been thinking about you on my way home. were you playful or maybe rather desperate? what was your story and what was your name? i can’t remember how it all started but it had to be one hell of a night, yeah, it had to be one hell of a party. now the alcohol’s gone and it all seems so wrong. well, last night i might have lost my mind. so what am i supposed to do now? the only decent solution is to run, run, run, run. until you can’t breathe and don’t stop, until your mind is clear. ‘coz then, yeah, then your sins are forgotten, son, yeah, it’s all forgotten. she won’t be back as there is no way back. you’ve fucked it up. go to the club and have some fun one more time.
9.
04:06
i wish i was a cosmic looney far away from here in my own spaceship. i wish i was travelling now among the stars to the better life. i would never fall, i would never fall for you. no, i would never fall, i would never fall for you again. maybe sometimes i’d be watching you with my telescope eye, in my telescope life. and maybe one day you’d get a short message, ‘coz i’d like you to know that i would never fall, i would never fall for you. no, i would never fall, i would never fall for you. no, i would never fall, i would never fall for you. no, i would never fall, i would never fall for you again.
10.
tell me a story, tell it till the end. i’m pretty sure you’ve got something more to say before you fall asleep in my arms. dream safe and warm. la, la, la, la, la, la, la... tell me a story, tell it till the end. i’m pretty sure you’ve got something more to say before the night passes away.

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This is a remix album of the original Sambor Kostrzewa's solo project titled "Sambor".

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released February 1, 2013

lyrics, guitar & vocals : sambor kostrzewa
music & production: abandon all hope
cover photo: aneta michalska

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